Day 272 I am gone
there won’t be posts for a few days…I am running away, it seems like the right thing to do…
but will continue to take photos. Check back to see the progress…
This is a way for me to stay motivated… to create artwork!!!And a way for me to work on my self esteem and body image. So i have made a deal with myself to photograph/post at least one image a day for a year. The rules are that I must be in the image in some way.shape. or form. and I must take the photograph.
there won’t be posts for a few days…I am running away, it seems like the right thing to do…
but will continue to take photos. Check back to see the progress…
“You’d lay in your bed and quietly sing
And while the feeling still rings true
The words are fading, fading into
A clouded view”
And when you come around again, I could tell you everything, I don’t want to lose, Even if you’re just a friend
But if you fade away,Was it my mistake? I’m begging on my knees Recovering this lost memory
somewhere else you see, in another life, in another time
I’m not sure how much more I can’t put here…I can’t and don’t understand why and I keep replaying it all in my mind. So many years gone…and I can’t hold back the tears
why can’t you look me in the eye…whisper “don’t cry”
when I asked you to smile for me ..I meant it…and now that’s gone
I don’t think I can put myself out there anymore…this is all getting to be too much and too much of me is showing through…Things never can stay the same and unfortunately I always learn things the hard way.I can’t let the tears roll down my face as I do this anymore and I can’t let go of things I don’t want to let go of… Is it fair to always see me and never see you? my struggle… my journey… my life…tears fill the pages of each chapter…
and the night…It isn’t what it used to be…the music is gone and the beauty in sound had dissipated…it’s hard just to get by
Today was the second day of a two day masters art therapy seminar! This is my art work from the two days. A cast of my hand…So this is me, taking in and letting go…nature, growth and discovery.
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