apple-eyes 365 days of photos

“You’d lay in your bed and quietly sing
And while the feeling still rings true
The words are fading, fading into
A clouded view”

On my way back home A chance I thought of,

Oh my favorite song Where I’d gone wrong.

And when you come around again, I could tell you everything, I don’t want to lose, Even if you’re just a friend

But if you fade away,Was it my mistake? I’m begging on my knees Recovering this lost memory

somewhere else you see, in another life, in another time

You look into my eyes you see the saddest look you’ve ever seen.
Is that really you breaking me?

The night looks like day…So please don’t say it will be alright.

I’m not sure how much more I can’t put here…I can’t and don’t understand why and  I keep replaying it all in my mind. So many years gone…and I can’t hold back the tears

why can’t you look me in the eye…whisper “don’t cry”

when I asked you to smile for me ..I meant it…and now that’s gone

I don’t think I can put myself out there anymore…this is all getting to be too much and too much of me is showing through…Things never can stay the same and unfortunately I always learn things the hard way.I can’t let the tears roll down my face as I do this anymore and I can’t let go of things I don’t want to let go of… Is it fair to always see me and never see you? my struggle… my journey… my life…tears fill the pages of each chapter…

and the night…It  isn’t what it used to be…the music is gone and the beauty in sound had dissipated…it’s hard just to get by

it can’t be a final goodbye…because I can’t handle that…

it hurts and I don’t like it anymore…

cause I always say I love you
When I mean turn out the light.
And I say let’s run away
When I just mean stay the night.