Day 314 better off dead…then to live without you
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
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Day 308 this is what your arm looks like when you get an brain MRI and have a contrast IV in you…
thus I found out I am somewhat allergic to the contrast…and now my head hurts more than before. Worth it?
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
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Day 298 If you don’t cry then you just don’t feel it deep enough.
I don’t know how to make it any easier…because time isn’t making it better
Saturday, August 21, 2010
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Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Day 272 I am gone
there won’t be posts for a few days…I am running away, it seems like the right thing to do…
but will continue to take photos. Check back to see the progress…
Monday, July 26, 2010
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Day 267 I guess I should know better, when it comes to falling
yes I should know better…
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
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Day 264 and something happened on the night I last drank with you… in the neon glow
Now I don’t see you anymore.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
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Day 259 you came to me in my dreams and you spoke of everything
sweeter than the days that I was breathing
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
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day 251 If I want to walk home with you…hearing everyword,thinking it’s true
I’ve got a secret or two, Hiding somewhere but it won’t take long
Monday, July 5, 2010
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Day 246 records keep me company-on my floor -waiting and hoping
reading the letters we wrote …through out all the years. They always said we’d stay gold.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
day 245 a clouded view
“You’d lay in your bed and quietly sing
And while the feeling still rings true
The words are fading, fading into
A clouded view”
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Monday, June 28, 2010
day 243 lost
On my way back home A chance I thought of,
Oh my favorite song Where I’d gone wrong.
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Day 242 Lost memory
And when you come around again, I could tell you everything, I don’t want to lose, Even if you’re just a friend
But if you fade away,Was it my mistake? I’m begging on my knees Recovering this lost memory
somewhere else you see, in another life, in another time
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Day 241 This is my last night, wrecking me for loosing you.
You look into my eyes you see the saddest look you’ve ever seen.
Is that really you breaking me?
The night looks like day…So please don’t say it will be alright.
Friday, June 25, 2010
Day 240 Still you see there are tears in my eyes…
I’m not sure how much more I can’t put here…I can’t and don’t understand why and I keep replaying it all in my mind. So many years gone…and I can’t hold back the tears
why can’t you look me in the eye…whisper “don’t cry”
when I asked you to smile for me ..I meant it…and now that’s gone
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Day 239 This may be my last post…
I don’t think I can put myself out there anymore…this is all getting to be too much and too much of me is showing through…Things never can stay the same and unfortunately I always learn things the hard way.I can’t let the tears roll down my face as I do this anymore and I can’t let go of things I don’t want to let go of… Is it fair to always see me and never see you? my struggle… my journey… my life…tears fill the pages of each chapter…
and the night…It isn’t what it used to be…the music is gone and the beauty in sound had dissipated…it’s hard just to get by
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
day 238 I can’t say goodbye…I can’t
it can’t be a final goodbye…because I can’t handle that…
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
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Day 236 This whole being sick thing is really sick…
it hurts and I don’t like it anymore…
Sunday, June 20, 2010
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Day 230 I think I need a new heart…
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Day 205 Dreamhost bombed out my blog..so it looks bad now
hopefully it will be fixed soon…but here is the photo for the day
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day 137 this is lenny…he is helping me through my grief…
I miss Thom so much…Lenny is becoming a good friend..he seems to like my arm a lot…
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Day 101 Kim and I! The best Interns ever!
I have to stop having such beautiful friends…all of you are just so darn pretty!
Friday, February 5, 2010
Day 100 new friends! Cindy and Kelley! :)bonding at a track meet!
Who knew I could smile so much?
Thursday, February 4, 2010
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Day 86 today my dad would have been 63…
This is pretty much all I have left from him…
his pocket watch…he had this on him everyday…
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Day 18
Today was the second day of a two day masters art therapy seminar! This is my art work from the two days. A cast of my hand…So this is me, taking in and letting go…nature, growth and discovery.
